sayin' goodbye

by Smokahontas Thu Jan 01, 2009 7:39 pm

I had a friend of mine go through this situation .......she's hood and when talkin to her THAT COMES OUT STRONG so.......i wrote this poem as if i was in her shoes wit tha way she talks in mind.......

Look at my boo over there
He's a fine azz nicca
All braided up lookin like a str8 up thug
Ya feel me?
Nah, for real B
I ain't never seen him look this good
All suited up like....dem big ballas
dem shot callas
Like dem niccas that roll wit str8 bills
not a fist full of dollas

Namean?
Yea, i'm cool i'm jus checkin him out
U think he look good too
Yea, no doubt

I remember when we first met
He was 19 and fine
I was a 17 year old hottie
Jus knew i was a dyme

A year later i had his son........
That bad azz lil' nicca
Gonna look jus like his daddy
When he get bigga

Nah i'm jus reminiscin'...on tha real i'm cool
I know bein' worked up ain't good 4 tha baby
I'm calm. jus thinkin bout good times
I ain't crazy

This pregnancy has been hard
But my boo was here the whole time
Rubbin' my stomach...tellin me i'm hi # 1
Sendin' blessins and I LOVE U's to his unborn son

Stop tellin' me to sit down
I'm str8
If niccas can't understand i'm takn' time wit my man
They can jus chill tha fuck out an' wait

My heart is hurtin' bad....my expression...sad
I front like it's all good
But reality is gonna fuck me up
When i get back to da hood

I'm ready to go home
I got ur keys, wallet, pager and phone

I'm gonna hold u down...I put that on my life, trust
Go ta sleep, daddy....ashes to ashes, dust to dust

See i know yall ain't understandin'
My mentality or words
Listen closely to what i say
An' u would have already heard

My boo is restin eternally for some bullshyt
An innocent victim to violence on tha block
Some niccas mistookhim 4 someone else
An filled his body wit holes from a glock

An' then his soul disappeared wit out a trace
At least they had the decency not to touch his face
..............................That face belongs to my sons

This is the sad reality
To livin life and dyin' B
An' revenge is sweet
So niccas will see me

Tears fall from my eyes
I hold ya sons hand and rub my swollen belly
U'll always be wit me daddy.....i'll miss u

But i cant watch them put u in tha ground

I'ma go smoke a blizz an' think about u
Ya bytch will always HOLD U DOWN.........

REST IN PEACE Sad

by **Muddy Da P.E.** Fri Jan 09, 2009 5:12 am

I LIKE DIS 2...REAL TALK...TRU LYFE STORY....

by Smokahontas Fri Jan 09, 2009 5:22 am

thanx BF......my friend that i wrote it for cried when she read it

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